THANKFUL

 Welcome my friends,

I have not posted for awhile due to a lot of varied emotions.

I have been writing this blog since 2006,my first diagnosis of cancer.

I am so blessed and thankful to be here to share my journey with you.

I hope you can have faith and hope as you go through your cancer journey as well.

I am still at end stage adenocarcinoma.I was diagnosed for this metastic cancer in 2015,and was told to go home,as they could not give me radiation or chemotherapy,as my system was already compromised.

It is August 2020,and after a lengthy stay at an ICU,in february to march,6wks,for influenza,and pneumonia,I am about to deal with another ct scan and oncologist report in a week.

The flu took a lot out of me,and my frailness shows.

My oncoligist told me two months ago that he would consider chemo therapy,and I should think about my options.

I tried to,but  I cant seem to consentrate on the unknown.

I am already comprimised,and afraid I will feel worse,after such treatments.

I am however,not the only one affected by my decision.I must consider my families feelings.

I know that many of you have had to face that decision,and there for ,I am asking if you could help me,please write.

I need to keep my faith and

Don't stop Believing!

BELIEVE