Blessed

welcome.It is a blessing to be here with you today.
I will begin from the last post .It has been awhile since I posted and hope I can catch you up.
My oncologist,for my terminal Andocarcinoma,has written his opinion.He now states that the average life of this cancer is 15 months.I was diagnosed with no treatment available,a DNR,Do not resusitate order April 2016.
I did not do anything different,I had given up,but I kept on believing.
I was motivated by spirit,though my body has been ill .
I really cant explain,but again,I am a Blessing!
On March 16th 2019,this year,I was told my aorta,had an abdominal aneurysm.It was sure a surprise to hear from my heart doctor that they can Not do anything,to go home and enjoy any minute.
The first diagnosis that I wrote about was in 2006,it was lung cancer.They removed a lobe of my lung then.On November 2015 the xray of my chest found this crippling,death sentence cancer.
My God,I cant explain it.The doctors had agreed in January that my cancer survival was above normal,and that I could have  a year or so.Well,as Blessed as I was,this latest heart thing,is really scaring me.
I am tired,not on oxygen yet,but have lost 20lbs.I weigh 97 lbs,from120 or so.
I miss socailizing,I miss purpose,but Now,I think my journey forward will be to be me,and accept that I am meant to be here for that purpose,and that reason.so everybody....

Don't Stop Believing!

Believe

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