NEVER GIVE UP "HOPE"

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 Welcome,my friends.

You have been you on my journey of Lung Cancer,for 15 yrs.
Thank you for being here.
I found a purpose to share the emotional damage of Cancer.I wrote to you,and myself as a therapy,to stay together in my mind.
My title is Never give up Hope,but I can honestly say,that many times during my trials and tribulations,I did give up.There were days,months and years,that I felt like "Whats the point?"
When the doctors told me my cancer was spreading,in2015,I left my employment,and with that I felt hopeless.
Every day now is a blessing!
I will not cure my cancer,but I can change my state of mind.
I would love to hear from my readers over the years,to know how they are.
Please read my other posts to understand where I am at and where I am going
til then
Dont stop Believing!
And never give up HOPE!

believe

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