HERE we Go Again

 Welcome,and may you all have a wonderful 2021.

2020,hurt was plenty,

2021,may your journey have only begun!

I just had hip surgery in November,and unable to walk right now,I had to call paramedics feb.2nd because I couldnt get my breath.When I did cough, it was painful.

They diagnosed pneumonia on my left lung,and performed a Ct scan and chest xray.

I had just spent 7 weeks in hospital february til april in 2020 from from.H1N1 Influenza,Type A flue,and double pneumonia,and never fully recovered.

I am mostly bedridden,and I had a seizure in the hospital after my surgery,so they thought the cancer might have travelled to the brain.

Well,dealing with being in bed and loss of drivers license and a scary diagnosis,two months later,as I lied in the intensive care unit they told me that the xray showed a "Compression Fracure" on my vertebrae.The doctor told me that the cancer had metastised to the bones.

So,after fighting last year and the beginning of this year,I have had a tough go.

I try everything to stay positive.To Believe,that I will get better.

To have hope to find a cure.

I still have my spirit,my faith,and of course my faithful readers.

I hope someway,somehow,this blog I have written since 2006,(my first cancer diagnosis)has helped you know that you are not alone.I received an award for my writing this,but the best reward is telling you my truths.

I want to stay positive so I work at it.I listen to music,do puzzles,write,and keep in touch with friends by phone.

Covid has dispaced all of us,so keeping our minds on negative things we cant change is a waste of time.

I no longer have much time,but I want you all to know....

Dont stop Believeing!

Believe

Til next time