Lung Cancer: The beginning,again
Another four month check up coming.This appointment is for the surgeon who did my lung operation. Here we go again.I really haven't had much of a break from all the doctors the last few months,so this is very tiring. I will have a chest xray ,again,then he will put it in the light,and then tell me whether or not the cancer has returned,or gone on to stage 2. This appointment is the worst.I find myself in the waiting room making so many promises to myself.I sit there thinking of all the things I meant to do,four months ago.I wonder if I will get another chance. I am calling this post the beginning again,as it is always like the first time. When you get a diagnosis of Cancer,your world stands still for what seems like forever.You will come back to reality pretty fast though,because there will be so many decisions you will have to make. Depending on whether you had the blessing to get an early diagnosis,you might have to decide along with your doctor to have surgery or chemo. I was...