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Wednesday, July 06, 2011

COMFORTABLY NUMB

Welcome,and I am so sorry to not have kept you updated.
This time,no news,WAS,good news.
I saw my doctor that looks after my lung cancer,and after the chest x-ray,he informed me that,wait for it......No regrowth of the two inch tumor in my lung has occurred.Yes,Yes,Thank you God!.
This is past the five year mark for my lung cancer.There are very few lung cancer survivors.I am very blessed.
I still do not take anything for granted.I still do not wish for anything,I am comfortably numb.
I do not mean I am not moving,because,as of lately I have had new energy.I know that with the latest news on the cancer,I feel more positive about a future.Maybe not a long one,but maybe a little longer then was first thought.
I am still on hold for a few things yet though.I lost one of my kidneys about a year ago,and so now,I have to keep getting tests to make sure my other one,and only one is functioning properly.I worry lots if I get pains in my back or side,I still have lots of heart problems too,but I figure,if its going to happen,then its going to happen.I am on top of my own medical conditions at all times,and have the top docs looking after me.Life goes on.
I have found renewed energy in a passion of mine,that I am able to do again with confidence.I am out and about,instead of waiting to die in bed.I am feeling great .
I want to say right now,right here,that "Today is the first day of my new life".
Thank You all for all your prayers and well wishes,and thanks for coming back and riding along with me on this journey.I hope to be busy out in the work force for awhile,but I promise to post more often.
Til then Remember

DON'T STOP BELIEVING!

Believe

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